Frustrated to the max .. methotrexate ?

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Soooo   I kind of kicked up a little fuss .. not because I wanted to just for the pure frustration. As I'm trying hard to stand my ground I almost started to cry where all this has really got to me 
The nurse kind of disagrees with most of the information you lot have gave me and insists that this is how they do things !
I told her I started on 5mg's and after 4 weeks got increased to 10mg and 3 months later I am here .. it is not good enough . Had I of had regular 4 week appointments on their guidelines of an increase of 2.5mg a time I would still be on a higher dose than what I am now and maybe would have started to see clearance rather than the P getting worse ! 
From the last derm I saw I was under the impression that there was no longer a derm at this hospital as he was leaving .. she has just told me there is a derm here .. there all the time apparently!!! Why was I not sent to the derm doctor then ? She has no idea why ggrrrrr 
I am sat outside the derm's room waiting to see if the doctor will see me but she is busy .. not holding out much hope